I wonder...

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I wonder how an old person feels when he or she narrates his or her life experiences with someone younger to them.Do they feel good that they have overcome so many obstacles in their lives or do they feel bad,thinking that their life has almost come to an end.Don't they feel afraid? Or are they thrilled thinking of what to come next.Maybe they just submit to their fate.I wonder how a transgender feels seeing the other two genders.Is the feeling is of jealousy mixed with pain or do they just feel that they need to accept themselves as they are and try to find happiness in it.Is it really possible for them to find happiness?I wonder how a baby feels when it tries to communicate with the environment and is unable to speak words but is only able to produce sound.All of us have passed this stage but none of us remember it.The feeling is perhaps the same as a person trying it hard to adjust in the world where he feels like an alien and is unable to communicate in its terms.I wonder how it feels to accept that one cannot really forget the bad happenings of the past and practically can never erase it.Does a person feels desperate and frustrated or a person feels vulnerable and lonely?I wonder how everyone and everything believes that all these things are a natural process in the working of life managed by the particle called GOD and thus can only be answered by it.I wonder how it feels to believe in the power unseen and name it.I wonder how the particle or the power has been so successful in forcing human minds to think and establish the fact that 'energy can neither be created nor be destroyed and that it can only be transferred from one form to the other'.I wonder how we wonder.........

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