Being mean and more......

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It has already been two years in my college and I have already come out wiser than I was.The books I have read definitely helped me a lot to become a better person and by reading I mean not only blindly memorizing but understanding every minute meaning and observing the various interpretations and later on pondering over them.But here I will not only talk about the books but also people from whom I have learned so many things.I have learned that most of the people will be sweet to you to gain your confidence only to deceive you later,they will take favours from you and won't even bother to remember them but will continuously remind you of the 'good' they have done to you,they will envy you even if you had had the smallest of achievements and then corner you for no particular reason and most importantly will not even think twice to hurt you in some way or the other if that will mean a small victory for them and in turn will give them some fun(I define it as temporary happiness).So what I have learned is despite all this one will have to behave as if nothing has happened and befriend them all the time and if you are not a person as such then you will have to stay alone and move forward which I warn is not at all easy because I have tried,tested and also modified my staying alone.The feeling is bad but in the end you realize this is how the world actually works and if you are a good person you are earmarked to stay alone.This rthus has helped me to realize that the more I think about them the more baffled I will become,instead I can channelize my energy in doing something productive and again I warn people reading this that this won't be easy for in the beginning you will have so many things in your mind as to what to do?how to do? and probably one will just end up with a list of ten thingsas I did but in the end all that is important is to prioritize one over the other and understand the simple equation that if one thing is done properly,it will be more valuable and purposeful than ten things done together and will require more concentration of effort and thinking:-)

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