Knowing, unknowing and sharing

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Today is 17th April and I am in good spirits. I get excited on the birthdays of my friends. So this day is actually one such day. Happy Birthday Souvik. I think I can rightly say now that we are getting old together. And i don't know what the future holds for us but I shall treasure you as a good friend throughout. You are a good person. Family's best wishes are always with you. Now coming back to regular life. Well today was a national holiday but despite that we had to go to school for some work. Had to stay there for around five hours. And then returned back. A lot of work was done in those five hours. So it was not a waste of time. And i keep reminding myself - put one foot in front of the other and get through the day. That is it. Rest is not in your hands. I learned from a message yesterday that we should not take things personally. Why? Because nobody ever does anything because of you. Whatever they do is ultimately a projection of their outer and inner reality. I think that explains a lot. Once you know or understand that the nature of a person is bad. Stay away. Toxic people are frustrated and sad from inside and despite being at a fault themselves, they tend to put the blame on the shoulders of the others. When they cannot control you, they try to control the way others look at you. It is very simple. Ignore. Because they have no other work. They are sociopaths. And no normal person would want them in their lives. In a work place sadly you will find many. So just let it be and move on [ the line is no more blur and the confusion that prevailed in my mind in the last post is solved now. I choose to move forward]. My friend inboxed me Manto.I have started reading Manto in my free time and it is nerve wrecking to go through all the stories because they shatter you as well as awake you to reality. Your eyes become big automatically after the end of every chapter. It is good to be back to my field. Not just that, my professor also mailed me a few reports and articles and I have just started with them. I have a separate time for English Language practice too. Though it gets a little boring because your patience is tested time and again but nevertheless one has to do so many things for improvement and I am trying. I cannot pretend that I know everything like many of my colleagues do so confidently. I am honest when it comes to my work. And there is no harm in not knowing things as long as you make an effort to know things. And there are a few other things that I am working on and I know I won't be happy immediately about the consequences of all those things that I am experimenting with. It will take time and I am ready to wait for sometime but not for too long. There is a time frame for everything in my life. If it does not work out within the required time period I shall move on to option B [ because that is how you are supposed to deal with things that don't have life, some do it with humans too. I wonder how filthy, sick their minds are or their upbringing is. Let us not get into that ]. And well time to work. I shall write soon, again.

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