And the worst!

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So the last day i was talking about faint premonition of something ominous but what i forgot to mention was that,that very day i saw a black cat with green eyes in my college mewing at me and i never saw that cat in the past two years of my college and when i saw the cat that day,it just vanished within a fraction of a second.Anyway,so here are the highlights.Soon after that i had a very bad quarrel with my roommate,i accidentally got myself painted by the yellow paint of our college,i was hit by a cycle,my college bag became useless and most importantly i lost my Sonata watch worth 1000 bucks and because i have yet not started earning in my life,i consider that to be a huge loss.I am sad.I don't know what more is going to happen but i have had enough and i want no more of it.I really want things to settle down and come back to a normal place in my life for these few days have been way too eventful,mostly because of all negative incidents.Right at this moment it is raining outside and i am sitting on my bed,writing and simultaneously thinking of how bad the hostel life has been for me and how from all these bad incidents i have always ended up learning something good.And i can just count the few good moments i had here in my hostel life but my closest friend says that i have reached almost the end of one journey rather phase in my life and that is what exactly has kept me alive Souvik.Cause i just want to escape this traumatic routine but i know end of one phase marks the beginning of a new one.Anyway,this was just to inform my readers about my strong guts.

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