One step away from the spot

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I wanted to write what all i shall miss after leaving MP. But something more important came up. And i will write about that. Today for the first time in my life , I had to bribe a civil servant to get my work done. And I became a part of the corruption. So I think MP will be remembered as not just the state that gave me the foundation year of my career, but also the state that dragged me towards doing something i completely diagree with. If i had been very much money minded so far, from today i am more of that. My real life experiences with the world outside is teaching me at every single step that money is what you need to survive in this cruel and dirty world. If you have the currency, you are the master. All of these stand against my communal ways of leading a guilt free life. General service no more comes at a free cost. I won't be surprised if the government someday in the near future start taking tax from the common people for breathing in Oxygen. I mean of course they will come with their own banner that will have something of the following written on it - " Global warming is tax free but green trees are not ." I shall prepare my kids for such a day. As an educator I think i shall have to teach my students from now on that leading a righteous kind of life takes courage and offers nothing but lonliness. And also that such a kind of life is just closer to a myth. All parents are good for their kids. But i question now that how do most parents earn their living? Just by the 9-5 job or by doing something more like taking bribe from the common folk within this time frame. Why do people love business? Because they can earn more? How ? We all know the answer. Isn't it? Not surprising that Jio, when it was launched offered free service to the customers for a few months. I mean was not it the same time during which the de- monitization by the Modi Government took place and the common people had to stand in a long queue and some rich businessmen suffered. While the clever businessmen gave India free Jio service and not all their money generation was counted as black. And the last thing is- i could not give up on tea. I tried hard. But with the increasing amount of everything bad, I might have to answer myself if just tea will be enough to forget things. May Kalyug end soon!

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