What a pain to deal with!

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At this moment in my life,i just feel the need of being someone i am not.The very close people in my life will agree when i say i am not always very pleasant to talk with especially when something bothers me,because these are times when i get angry on every small thing on earth and blame everyone for everything.My head is bursting.I am basically not doing what i should do,because i don't feel like doing it.There is a calling need from inside me that demands a calm me now.The anger fails to restrict itself.I am so disturbed.I don't want this new year to approach.I don't feel like doing anything about it.I am tired of meeting people all the time.I just feel the need of saying it all that i no more want to become social with animals and morons.I am frustrated and i guess i have reached that point in my life where i really need to see some changes taking place.And i guarantee,if i meet someone again in this short holiday who either asks or reminds me about the boring syllabus stuffs and all,that person will fear to meet me the next time.I love to remain quiet about most things i understand because i know my saying them loud will hardly make a difference,not that my points are invalid but because the majority are engrossed in the most trifle of things that won't even count after six months.Not being one with the crowd has its own disadvantage of being lonely and i have taken a decision.I will be one now,because o seriously can't anymore deal with stupid people,and their talks.No more socializing.I am sorry.And yes,come to me with something like 'i can't write this,i need your help...',i will punch holes in your face.Have seen enough of illiterates with degrees now.Morons.Don't let your parents talk on your behalf and all in prise for your MBA degrees because no matter what,you just don't know how to construct a sentence in English and got in an institution because of your reservation and the next time i encounter such things,i will take the measured efforts to insult people as such infront of everyone and make sure that i receive the status of an enemy in their lives.

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