Painfully Pleasant

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I saw some old posts on facebook and i can't tell you how much I suddenly miss GMGC and all those beautiful memories that it gave me. Third year still remains so, so, so close to my heart. I know we are all busy with our lives now. And I feel happy that my group is doing well. I know we are not in touch anymore the way we should have been but as long as I have my mind with those good moments in it,you people will remain. Aaleya, you are still one of those people I so admire. I learned so much from you and you were a good friend. Shine more, do well. And you will always remain my first and probably last, woman crush ( chuckles). Madhulina, I don't know where are you and what you are doing. Actually i know ;) But we have had some crazy moments together and we were tied by an invisible rope by Esp ma'am right from the beginning. I miss you so, so much. But things change and so do people and relations. But noone can take away what is already done. Keep up with the dance of your life. You will do great. I know you so well. Aindrila. I miss our on and after metro chats at Dumdum metro. All those endless philosophical talks, likes and dislikes for people and the speculating of situations that humans can never control. I miss you too. Pooja, you are one gem of a person. So genuine, so helpful, so, so ,so ,so good. You are my Luna Lovegood. Never change yourself. Stay the way you are. I miss room 17, our endless chats over coffee conversations, our exhibitions and after class moments.I hate growing up and if I know, I know you people hate it too. It snatches away from you a little bit of yourself. Never mind. I love you people and GMGC thank you for everything. Thank you for the permanent damage that you did to my mind. It is after all PAINFULLY pleasant.

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