So much better!

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The spinning wheels,remind me of a turmoil- Not long back did i see such a face of the unstoppable,unconquerable figure-the time: Not that i have come out of such a face of escapism, But the virtual period of relief is so much better... The coming back of desired God, Effects me as much as a pinch in the heart- But my present hinders my steps- My faithfulness towards it,again makes me so much better... A real virtual relief for this time. Well this was what i was doing when a boring lecture on an interesting topic made me sulk.The lecture was on Thomas Stearns Eliot and how i wish not to have attended the class but for the attendance.The results of my second year honours exam have also come out and i managed to score fairly well not overlooking the fact that it could have been better and definitely considering of how i have managed it in the midst of my hostel surroundings and ofcourse without a tuition.I am still surrounded by people having the worst predicaments ever.But all i wish now is to emerge as someone with a beautiful mind,a humanly mind that cares for more valuable things in life like for example morals.And i am just a beginner here with huge dreams and responsibilities,someone who at present does value money but does not always think about profits and slowly i will try to become what my soul desires with the help of my love ofcourse.That reminds me of some people who are afraid to talk about their love explicitly and when asked they furiously say,that is so very personal.Is it?Chain of thoughts,and i am bewildered.

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