Bemused!

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The time has finally arrived,sooner than i had expected.This Wednesday,i will be leaving my hostel.So last night,i went up to Chobi to give her the news.She just wanted to hear what i wrote about her.I translated it for her.She had moist eyes.Then she said that she might get married soon.I was so flabbergasted by this news.I went on lecturing her about how this is not correct and then she convinced me of how it is with them.I made a promise of not sharing her problems with anyone,so i will stick to it.Now something that happened to me yesterday while i was talking with her was,the other hostel boarders were staring at me while i was talking with Chobi.Now i do not get this.Is it wrong to talk with someone you are comfortable talking to.Why are people so class conscious?I know people who will secretly talk with people below social standards for they feel ashamed of it and when other people have the audacity to do so openly,they are pricked somewhere.I honestly don't care about what they say,for i don't judge people by their social standards and people who do it,i consider them hopelessly ridiculous.Chobi was probably the third person after Tithli di and Zhijia,i became good friends with in this hostel and i admire Chobi because she does things,which we can't.She works day and night because she has no options left and does not always complain about it.She wants to cry,but she does not because she is one of those few strong women i have seen in my life.She does all that,which these stupid people can never dream of doing for they consider work of these types as substandard things and her thoroughly pampered by their parents.Here is a message to these morons-No matter how much you earn,you will always be thoughtless and by that i mean brainless utterly ridiculous animals and when i say that,remember it is a complement for you guys for you deserve worse commentary.People as you,create divisions in society and don't value goodness but money and maybe,sex.Above eighteen hostel boarders,huh.Try thinking,for you can't even do that,cause it requires super human efforts,you see.The cheapness inside your mind if filled with cow dung,can perhaps make your barren place holy.I can go to the extend of abusing these people with bastardizing language,but i won't waste more time thinking on trifle trash.Blind idiots is what you can ever be.

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