Insecurities

I know the different kinds of insecurity that people have. As a consequence of these insecurities some people just want to humiliate, some others tend to forget that they are yet to see so much. Age matters after all. And some assume that they are way too smarter than others while in reality they are the ones people laugh at behind their backs. Once sir told me, " The more the rumours about you, the more grateful you should be to God. Because that means that people are actually investing their time on you- good or bad ". Today this memory just brought a smile on my face. I wish sir i could tell you in person, that how i desire half of what they gossip about me were true. And also some people so want to see me alone because they want me to crawl back to them. And from this instinct comes their need to make stories about me and tell them to others so that others form a wrong opinion about me. But since I know who is behind what, it just makes me hate them more. Strangely, students are involved in this too. I remember my days as a student and I pity how things have degraded for the present generation. I hope to see better days.