learning and growing

I am so tired with people saying me things such as,'Why don't you go and read at home,since your exam is approaching?'O,yes people can be that annoying in a 'democratic' country.Some people suggest me the one notable word,'ignore'.No I cannot.My exams,my business and as long as I know that I can accomplish what I want to,even without scoring extremely good marks or by topping the class,I am more than fine with it.And I am happy that my parents too,share my views.That day I was telling one of my classmates over the phone,that someday with our 'dazzling' marks,even if we get a really good job,earning something nearly one lakh in a month,would be a waste.We would then,perhaps use only fifty thousand and end up saving the rest in our banks.What use of such a life?We won't even know what will happen to that saved money,if we die suddenly.Similarly,every college gives a criteria for admission,and sometimes people who get 90% and people who get 69%,get ...

Madhulina,if you are reading this. When the narrow competition is God... When sparks endeavour to shut down, As a part of a lonely journey . When paths fall down on their own, . When they flatten and are gone, . To stop the deadliest sin to come, . To conceal the mature alert concern- . The jeopardised realization and revelation, . The victimised God learns,the psyche of the man. . A failed Soul,more impressive and imperative Than to be just a despot of Elsium... . He sulks,because the seven circles are inactive; . ...

I just heard some boys in a computer cafe claim that,' stress?woh kya hota hai?Bahut hi filmy hai.(Stress,what is that?It is too filmy).I gave them a cold stare and they giggled obviously because they thought i am some junior trying to act strange with them.I regret that i did not get that courage to tell them,then and there that it's not at all dramatic but it is dangerous and depressing.Stress is not what one feels when one knows that the exams are approaching or what one feels after a breakup.Stress is something that pops up in your life,even at times,when your life is at complete peace.It might obviously occur during serious misfortunes but sometimes it doesn't even need that ground to showcase itself.All that one can feel is a pain of choking inside the throat,near the chest that pulls one down even if one tries hard to come up.The brain is all jammed and one cannot think of functioning properly because one cannot think clearly in the first place.No matter how hard one...

The extremely maniacal attitude of people to prove that they are the best find its climax in proving exactly the opposite.It is comical and dangerous.Even i had this fever some years back,but now i rather feel happy to assert i am not the best,and not even the very good.I am good and that is enough.I remember in this last year of my college,we were asked by a teacher to write a dialogue concerning the discussion between a student and his guardian,about the future plans of the student.We wrote it and then we submitted our exercise books to our teacher for correction and soon forgot about it but then i remember one of our classmates who actually wanted everyone to hear what she has written which according to some was more an advertisement than really wanting to know if her writing was good?No,i don't have grudges against her or anyone but this is exactly what is so dangerous.Recently i went to one of our societal weddings,where everybody was busy announcing as to from where they had...

Black is what?The shadow,the color,the emptiness?Black is what?Your hair,your eyes or your face?Black is what?A name,an abstract entity or a thoughtless thought?Black is what?The night,the scar or the heart?Black is what?A trouble,an injustice or a path?Black is what?Maybe just that unity of darkness when we close our eyes.

Recently i saw a girl uploading her 'in parlour' moments on Facebook with the tag line 'unlike women' or something close to it like 'too girly'.Sometimes i wander as to why people are so ashamed of being a woman.There are definitely disadvantages of being one and one is again free to choose one's gender.But why upload such a post and demean the sex identity you are born with?You not only do that but also demean knowledge by your innocence.Little does this person knows of how men too go to parlours now a days and to strike yourself out as a different person,all one needs to do is be what they are instead of opting for mediums and ways to prove that they are the unique one(just the odd one out,if you ask me).To push forward an image that is not true is not only wrong but hilarious.For example if you want to prove you are different,do something genuinely different.But if you just want to stay with the idea that you are different and want to inflict the same ide...