learning and growing

Well the news of the Nepal earthquake which took place on 25th of April,Saturday is all over the internet now and probably i am the last person on earth to write about this quake on my blog.I don't think so i need to give the stats of how many people died or what was the earthquake measure cause by now i feel evryone knows about it.I just want to share my own experience.The quake which shook nepal also shook India especially the northern and eastern part of India and living in Durgapur,a small place in West Bengal near Kolkata,i had one of the most eerie experiences of my life.The night before 25th i could not sleep and i went to sleep at around 6A.M on the morning of 25th due to which i could not wake up early that morning.Till mid-day i was sleeping and i saw a dream which was again eerie.I saw in my dream that it was raining heavily and i was on the roof of our house when suddenly i saw i big anaconda with its two babies on our apollo avenue street[which is just infront of our h...

Happy Birthday to you Souvik.This is ofcourse an advance wish on account of various problems which i may have to face tomorrow and of which only you have the idea.Tomorrow you will turn 21 and with the passage of one more year you realize how a dozen more responsibilities crop up in your schedule.With your ageing you shall see things around you to change and at times you may want to give up.So it is for those times that i say that i shall be by you.With this passing time you shall also witness enjoyment being substituted by the burden of work so i sincerely hope that you enjoy doing whatever you do later on in your life so that no burden befalls on you.With the passing of time you shall get closer to so many temptations.Be sure and wise to choose for yourself that which will account to your merriment.Do not be hasty.With the passing of more time many more dreams you will see and i sincerely hope and wish those dreams to come true pleasantly.HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again in advance.Have an ...

What happens when you grow up in not so amiable an environment? What happens when you meet abominable people around you,busier than ever to point out your mistakes to all and having their joy and mirth in that? What happens when you really want to tell such people that even they themselves are not paragon ofs perfection? But you stop yourself from doing so because after all you are advised 'by some' not to fall down to their level just to "criticize" them?! Why so? I mean is it wrong or is it what they call uncivil to say things frankly on the faces of such odious people. It is not a substandard thing to actually say people that they are wrong. It is not called criticizing because it is you who is being criticized for not even harming them a bit by following your daily work just as you are expected to. You are after all being dutiful towards yourself and they are all jobless for they criticize no matter what. They are wrong for they compare in senses which appear so n...

Asmall piece of thrown away paper draws the attention, Insults fly and make the dry mouth tremble The weight of words in thoughts are inconsistent and heavy God is tired and bored with paradise and it is us whom he envies- Busier actions,swiftly moving time do not see our feelings We live and we are still living,not knowing the meaningful... Transient as everything is,we hope to survive and the hope dies; The personal world is exhausted and the other world,virtual carries the SHE, God is tired of paradise and it is us whom he envies.

Reading a good book has always helped me to peep into a different world which speaks our language and lives in our eccentricities- eccentric thoughts which in the books sometimes materialize into actions and we tend to know how the consequences would have been if we were to place ourselves into their shoes. Sometimes the negative makes us realize that things could have been worse with us. The positive often encourage us to come out of our protective shells boldly and make a significant difference to our lives. After I finish reading a good book,I get closer to a different world- a world of words,characters and reality. It takes me out of the forced intimacy and tentative laughter. Human mind is the most complex wonder of the supernatural,a more rare and responsible something. And reading books definitely bring me nearer to this wonder and disturbs me inexplicably to the extent of making me forget about my latest uneasiness. A good book can change one's life.