learning and growing

The light of the candle is still,a small entity by itself.Darkness prevails everywhere except for the place,where the lighted candle is. Candle-I will die and fade.You will be left alone again.What will you do then? Darkness-Will wait for the next candle. Candle-You are confined,yet immortal,and you get candles,many candles to talk with. Darkness-Candles like you just remind me of my cursed eternity but also helps me do away with my lonliness for sometime. Candle-But i envy you.You have a forever life and we melt and vanish so quickly. Darkness-A forever life,where even if I smile none can see me.Its always so dark.Nobody wants.They need you in my presence and that in a way,brings me joy. Candle-Do you mean we candles complete you? Darkness-Light completes me.It kills me. Candle-I don't understand.How is that even possible? Darkness-How do you feel when you are replaced by another candle? Candle-I know i am subjected to such a kind of life which i fear but cannot deny. Darkness-Yo...

Today is Maha soshti,and my till now work list was quite heavy. 1)I woke up at eight and i painted a portion of our house.I was pretty excited and thought it to be a child's game untill i realized how wrong i was.My mother went on scolding me because under the terrific heat i laboured it all and she was afraid of a very silly reason-me getting tanned.Anyway. 2)It was time for my breakfast and i saw a dog,hungrier than i was.How do i know that?Well the dog seemed almost like a skeleton to me.My breakfast went inside the dog's tummy and i somehow did not feel hungry anymore.Strange yet true. 3)I had to go to a near by place to get my blouse,just a five minute walking distance from my house but then it took me one hour to get that blouse and return because of the number of people i encountered and the work here was,i had to talk more than i was expected to.Sometimes i just wish i was blessed with the ability to say NO to people,but i fear if that in turn leads to hurting someone. ...

Masquerade of a submissive saturation, Scaffolds the criminal inside the sculpted shell- Tariff paid even by the zonked secret warehouse; Unlocks the unguarded closer to heaven- Sozzled eyes,Spacious truths The almost unaltered prehistoric moulds, Grips and grabs something deep inside the bisected binded bottom. The stranger place,the conceited trial, Always leaves me forlorn. A voice deep inside- I want to escape,Can i?

Some people will understand what i am trying to do here and for the other readers,let me just inform them that this post is a kind of amalgamation of two things I am lately obsessed with(Look Back In Anger,the revolutionary drama by John Osborne and Love the way you lie,the song by Rihanna),where i will just show of how the song echoes the play and vice-versa.The inspiration comes from people who makes me think and so here it goes Alison-Everything about him seemed to burn,his face,the edges of his hair glistened and seemed to spring off his head,and his eyes were so blue and full of the sun.He looked so young and frail,inspite of the tired line of his mouth. Jimmy-Do you remember the first night i saw you at that grisly party?You didn't really notice me,but i was watching you all the evening.You seemed to have a wonderful relaxation of spirit. . ... Alison-I don't think i want anything more to do with love.Any more.I can't take it on...I'm pregnant...

Guess there will never be an end to things that upset me.I have shifted to my aunt's house and in this colony,there is a person who has reached the last stage of Cancer,and people are spreading rumours about he being a HIV-AIDS victim and people are even refusing to get close to his house,because they think that might be affected by it and even they can get the disease.There is a saying in Bengali,'Olpo Vidhya Bhoyonkari'(Little knowledge is dangerous).I am just amazed to see the heights of illiteracy of people here.Now there are two things that bother me.First is,he is not an AIDS patient.Second is,even if he is one,you won't get the disease unless you get in direct touch with his saliva or blood.AIDS is basically defined as a sexually transmitted disease,and so his family,which includes his wife and daughter,have high chances of getting affected but then he is just a Cancer patient for my uncle for knowing this person closely,had to visit the doctor for his sake and t...