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I saw a dream,where i was a clock and it was probably the only time when i had time under my control,the only time when i was fearless because i could limit time and time could not limit me.Suddenly one day i decided to tease time and i stopped the movement of my hands.Time was boxed up and confined;it was shocked.It looked at me with terror in its eyes.I smiled but did not move.For some years i remained constant till i realized that the time in me has faded,has died because i locked it up for so long a time.Then i realized,i felt that it was my soul and now i am paralysed.This was my punishment.Yes,because i paralysed my soul,my time.I tortured it to a still motion when it wanted to move and live the passing days.But what now?I can't cry because i am not made to,but i feel hollow because my parts refuse to move without my soul,my time.Now i too wait for my end.I wait for the rightly approaching time.

For i saw thee in a painting that never spoke; In a poem that was never voiced; In a thought that never materialized; In a picture that never moved; But i saw thee in the quiet face; In the unspoken words; In the dark and white mind; In an imagined frenzy... I move and keep on moving in the abominable path- I sometimes stop and wait for the suffering wrath. Nothing ceases to amaze me though; For each sight offers me with its source of bewilderment For each passing light shoots up somewhere high above. I see a figure dancing,asking me to believe in its movements Movements imitating and the supernatural pointing to the vast world and claiming it as its own. And crying to move forward Not to achieve the desired- But to function for what one is send for I blink for i don't want myself to get caught in the moment. The distance between me and my death is my caught up soul- Yearning to get free but remembering it can't. I sense the inevitable feeling,i sense it all And i cry-O Love!O...